The quiet girl
Hi :) I just need to confess. I know nobody can help me in this. That's why this is just a confession. Am just getting depressed keeping all these in my mind so i want to let this out. Everything started when i was 13 and am 17 now. I got transferred to a mixed school from a convent. Boys were like an allergy to me. I was named the "quiet girl" of my class. Talking to boys was like a nightmare for me. I would shatter and shiver whenever I had to talk to any guy. But things started to change after one month there in that school. I still remember the first time I saw him. Class teacher asked him "Its been so long Rohit. You have changed so much". Everyone who knew him laughed. From I was seated i couldn't see his face. I wondered who is this Rohit. I tried to get a glimpse of of his face. But all efforts were in vain. I wanted to know who this Rohit was. Idk why. I just wanted to know. Curiosity got the best of me. Since I was a shy girl I couldn't ask any girl or boy as they would think something else. It was just a crush I got since the day I heard his name.
One day teacher asked me to give him his book from the staffroom and atlas! I got to see his face and talked to him. He was the most handsome guy I had ever seen. All girls used to say "Nah, he is just fair... not the most handome." But it was not true for me. There were other hot guys too but my eyes would always search for that particular guy. He would always tease and try to talk to me. He would say "You're such a quiet girl... Nah... not crazy type. Shy one..." I would do crazy dance inside my head, like he complimented me! I had such a huge crush on him like normal teens. Time went one and we became good friends. I was scared to confess to him. I didn't want to lose his friendship. His friendship was more important to me. After 10th I got to know that he is changing school. I was depressed and sad, I cried for god knows how many days but at the same time I was in relief that I could move on from him because I know he would never like me as more than a friend. He was the most handsome guy and me? Pretty fat girl.