The quiet girl
On the first day of 11th std... I was shocked to find his name in my class. He didn't change and he was in my class too. I was like "Oh shit". He saw me when I introduced myself and made funny faces to make me laugh. He talked to me and complimented me. "You look good... Changed so much." I reduced my weight so much during my vacation. We were good friends. His best friend's twin sister was my best friend and she knew i liked him. I don't know whether he knows I like him or not. But I fell for him... Things started to change in 12th. I wanted to move on from him because I was fed up crying most of the days whenever i would see him and his crush... talking, laughing... I was just a friend for him. A guy proposed me and I said yes to move on from Rohit. I just liked this guy. But we used to argue always and I broke up with him. I couldn't move on from him but whenever my friends ask I would say "Yeah I moved on from him."
I met a guy online. He was 3 yrs older than me and we are good friends... I liked him... he liked me too. He proposed and I accepted. I know his friends and I have seen his family but not him because he studies in another city. After some months he said he loves me but I am not able to say I love you too. Whenever I would see Rohit I feel like crying. In class he would sometimes stare at me and when I look he would look somewhere else. My friends said he would stare at me when am not looking. I don't know what to do. My boyfriend loves me... I like him soo much but am not able to move on from Rohit. I want to concentrate on my studies but whenever I have free time all these things would pop back up. I'm Stuck.
Please forgive if there is any grammatical mistake.