Unable to forgive myself
I cheated on my gf of 5 years with her best friend. I had been doing so since 1 year now.
I kept lying to both of them that I dont talk to the other person but yesterday they both found out about it and now have broken up with me.
I feel guilty and sorry inside for doing such a terrible thing. I love my gf of 5 years a lot but developed a strong feeling for her friend as well last year and i ended up doing such a terrible thing.
I feel guilty inside and am unable to forgive myself.
Also it pains me inside when i think about how heart broken the girls are because of me.