I have to let it go, I will let it go
Love at first sight was disgusting to me, until it happened to me one day that changed my life till this day. He was the new professor in my college and by the end of 2nd year I knew my heart felt something for him.
The unaccounted relation crush is so famous that I believed my feelings for him was a crush. It was 2010 then when I never missed college only because my eyes wanted to admire him. He made me feel the exact place of my heart thumb in the cage of my ribs.
In 2011 I graduated I moved out of city for higher studies, he moved for a better job. I was in contact with him. We spoke for hours over the phone on politics, life, career, parliament and Anna Hazare in 2012. I still had feelings for him.
In 2013 I got a job I messaged him when I received my first salary, he called me, we spoke for hours on the same old topics. I loved him more every moment I knew it was wrong. He was my guru, I was his student.