Final s*x with her
She liked my attitude. After mere 5 months she was ready to be in bed. This was my 1st time &her too. We did it & she liked a lot& we did it every single Sunday for 6 months in a row.
After our tenure over in company, she went to 4th city & I went to 2nd city. I started ignoring her because her parents started searching boy for arrange marriage. She went too much possessive sometimes. But as I was clear that I cant marry. Whatever happened was with consent. Still uska dil hai ke maanta nahi. She texted me love you many times but I dont give reply. I know she loves me a lot but I cant help. Coz my family members will not allow& her too& I don't want to marry her.
After 6 months she asked me to have a final s*x; we did it last time. After I scolded her on very small reasons. I want her to be free from my thoughts so that her coming married life will be good. She said me that she loves me& ready to wait but I dont trust in love or I do not get the concept of love. I think its just an attachment which will be less after time passes.
Please suggest me if I am wrong? Or should I do something different?