Intimacy on phone
We talked about our personal life's he was single, i told him that m in a relationship, he was very upset and hurt when he heard that, so to calm him i said i was kidding. So he said he loves me, and will do anything to marry him, as i was attracted to him, i also said i also like him. WE BOTH UNDERSTAND THAT ITS JUST A LUST OR MAY BE AFFECTION.
But whenever i think about my boyfriend i feel very guilty, i love him n want to stop all this, but i can't stop myself, i even added that guy in blacklist but still at night i give him a miss call n all starts again. It feels like i am living 2 lives, one in day n second in night. I feel as if i am cheating with both of them, i don't want to leave or hurt my boyfrnd, bt i also can't stop myself from getting close and having phone sex or talking to this guy.