Hamari shadi ki koi guarantee nhi hai

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Hi, I'm 23 female.
Mujhe ap sab se kuch kahna h or suggestions b chahiye qki m kisi s share nhi kar skti y sab.

I'm last one year s ek ladke k saath relationship m hu, or woh MBBS kar raha h. Matalab internship chal rhi h uski abhi. Woh bahut handsome b, dikhne m b bahut Sundar h. Woh bht mature and understanding b h, shareef b h bht (woh isliye qki usne mujhse ajtk kabhi b koi galat type ki baatein nhi ki ), or English toh uski bht achi h.

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Agr kaha jaaye toh woh ekdm perfect h kisi b ladki ka dream boy ho skta h. Par m bht jayada beautiful nhi hu. Na mujhe lagta h ki m uske kaabil b nhi hu but the problem is that ki woh mujhe kabhi kabhi bahut ignore karta like 9-10 days baat nhi karna. And puchhti hu toh kahta h ki m hospital m busy tha. Kabhi kabhi msg seen karke b reply nhi Dena. Chhutti wale din b mujhse baat nhi karna.

Ha jab koi kaam hota sirf tbhi hi jayada baat karna wese koii matalab nhi hota use or jb m breakup k liye kahti hu toh fr mujhse breakup bhi nhi karta kahta h ki jitna gussa aa raha h sab nikal do mujh pr kabhi breakup ki baat mat Karna or usne mujhse y b kaha h ki hamari shadi ki koii guarantee nhi h (qki uske parents uska rishta uske cousin s karana chahte h) ha itna h ki jab tk m tumhare saath hu tumhe bht khush rakhunga or jab waqt aayega shadi ka toh m baat karunga par abhi tum esa kch b mat sochna.

Ap sb hi bataiye frnds ki m kya karu ese mujhe kabhi ignore karna kabhi baat karna, or jab future ki guarantee na ho tb bhi m kis ummeed s baat karu. Mene usse baat na karne ki bahut koshish ki h pr fr woh mujhe Mana leta h kaise bhi. Please frnds give me some valuable suggestions? Mai kya karu kch samajh nhi aata... 

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