He has only lust feeling for me...
I am a 20 year old girl. I used to love a boy who was in my school but in one year only he broke up and he had no reasons for that. I said that i will hurt myself, he said he doesn't care, "do whatever u want to do". Suddenly one of his school mates approached me which my ex knew.
My ex then texted me that he still loves me but can't publicly accept me. I stupidly forgave him and believing him again started everything. I was so deeply in love with him that i used to pay of his bills in restaurant and other stuff.
After few months again he ditched me without telling me and stopped answering my msgs. A few months before he texted me on my Instagram that he used to love me but now he has only lust feeling for me which he cannot have for any other girl only for me but he cannot make me his girlfriend... And wanted to meet me for that. I was very angry with him but when he used to reply sweetly, i forgot everything n did not even ask why he treated me like this but after few days he blocked me from Instagram.
I don't know how to handle this situation. I am very depressed. I always make my mind not to talk to him n reply his msgs but seeing his face I melt and i cannot share this with my friends.
Plz help me with this.