I want to be with a perfect girl but...
We were in a happy relationship since the last 4 and a half year. She was introduced to my parents, and my parents also accepted because of me.
5 months before she said to me that she is seeing someone, and decides to move on with. I got a text one fine morning that she had drunk sex with that guy.
But later on, after 1 month she said she loves me and it was all a mistake.
I couldnt accept her, and that the same incident doesnt go away from my mind. She said she loves me.
Meanwhile, there came a girl in my life who is all perfect and decides to stay in my life. I sometimes still think of my ex, and worried about how is she doing, but I know I am not being fair to my present.
Is it me, moving on way too fast? Does the time matters, or how does that person makes you feel matters?
This incident really has taken a toll on me, and I am feeling like I am not able to give my everything, and she is okay with it. Because she is here to stay, and doesnt want to leave. She wants to have her family with mine.
Messed Up Much!