How to forget?
I loved a boy with all my heart. In fact he is the only one I have been close to all my life, though I am 28. He approached me and proposed me. I was reluctant at first but then I fell in love with him. It was great but suddenly he started ignoring me. I tried to make things better but in vain. So last year I called him and ask if it's over. He said it's not but I was furious thus I said may be it is. And I disconnected the call. He never called me back. I messaged him after that but he didn't reply. So I changed the number and even shifted to another city because he was the first and last love of my life. I thought that may be I will be able to forget him. But it's been a year and I think about him 24/7. I have nightmares. I can't sleep can't eat. I can't concentrate on job and lost 2 jobs in this duration. I have been to doctor and on pills but still not able to get over him. Today is the day when I lost him (last call) last year and I am so saddened by this that I am unable to breath.
Plz help me. M crying since morning. There never is a single day when I don't cry for him more than 3-4 hours. Nights are worse. I have done everything to forget him. New job. New city. Get busy. But I can't I can't I can't.
Will I ever be able to forget him? Like ever?