I am scared about my virginity
I'm in a relationship for one year n we both cannot marry to each other becoz we do not belong to the same caste.
My Bf wants to be physical with me, so do I. But I'm afraid of many things.
Like: I know that I'll get married to someone else. What if my future husband will come to know about my virginity? He'll never trust me again. N if I get intimate with my boyfriend maybe l get intensed in attachment with him.
But still I love my boyfriend a lot n even I also want to make love with him.
I said yes to him to make love n all the time he is planning about that day. I also feel happy when he discusses that thing but at the same time I'm still unsure.
What to do? I don't know. Plz suggest me some way.