I'm feeling guilty but good
M 22 yrs old. Female. I have a friend whom I met online about 6 months ago. He is about 8-9 years older than me. He helped me a lot through my last breakup and other psychological issues. I adore him. But he is kind of crazy. Sometimes he cracks non veg jokes which I mostly ignore.
A few days back... I don't know what I was thinking. He started saying things in a double meaning way. I was kind of sexually aroused that day. And I followed his lead n ended up having dirty sex talks.
Now m feeling guilty. But I even feel good about it. I feel like I need him. But I don't want a serious relationship.
I don't know what to do..