I'm not cheating on my boyfriend. Right?
Today, I'm writing this confession just to get a suggestion from you people because I'm very confused in my life. Actually, I had a relationship from last 5+ year approx... We got committed in college 1st year but I think that was just infatuation... I called this "infatuation" just because I never get anything in this relationship for which I always wished for.
After we got committed I was very simple girl so I just always demanded time, care and loyalty n truth from him. But I always feel disappointed from this relationship because he always lies. And always treated me as his 2nd priority in college life. He always enjoyed with his friends and when I complaint that he has no time for me… We always ended up with a fight.
He wanted to be in relationship but not ready to take any responsibilities. I was somewhere burden on him.
But in last year I was preparing myself to be strong and get out of this relationship. On last day he even had fight which hurt me like hell. Then I decided to move on. After coming back I distant myself from him because somewhere I was losing my feelings for him. Then we had breakup about 6months. And then he pleased me to come back. I was little lost and I had some feelings left for him so we get committed to each other. But again we had fights on small things even.