Is it just lust?

My #SecretConfessed:
Hello, I am very curious about many things. I never got horny but now I do. Maybe m desperate. I don't want to. There is my neighbour whom i have known from quite a long time. More than 10 years.

He is elder to me but we are friends. But we talk a lot more than just friendship. I don't know maybe it is lust for him.
But whenever he talks to any other girl, I get jealous. Maybe i have feelings.. but not that strong.
Once we were talking and then we got intimate.. not much. But i think i am doing wrong because i don't want any physical relationship.
I am desperate yet i always wanted to have a serious relationship. And i want to stop all this.

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