Lost virgnity with my crush
Today I want to confess that I lost my virginty with my crush. He is not at all interested in me but i was in madly in love with him and he knows this thing. He was young, smart, gymholic, hazel eyes boy. I was in love with his physique. We became friends with benefits. When the first time I met him, he kissed me all over. I felt like Princess.
Then we went to cafe n all, I used to treat him like my bf... unaware of the fact that he just loved my body not me. For the every first time I did s*x that too without condom. Then after that I have taken i-pill. I was not even able to walk properly for 2 days. I still remember that pain.
After that I went completly in love him. He wont meet me in public places. I was just a thing for him to entertain in a hotel room. I came to realise one day he is using me.
That's what he wants from me is fullfilled. He is no more interested in me but I love him from the bottom of my heart.