My hubby can't satisfy me in bed
I am a married woman from last 6 years, I have a kid too. I just got married at 16 years of my age.. it's an arrangd marriage and my hubby was 26 at that time. I have never been satisfied from the begining with my marriage, I always wanted love marriage, but i didn't ever get that chance, but before 3 years I met a guy on fb.
In the beginning he was only my friend who knew that I'm married but nevertheless he proposed me. But always rejected him and I decided to stay away from him. But at that time I got to know that I'm addicted to him and I cant live without him (chats). After some time I too confessed that I'm in love with him too... He always wanted to meet me but I always refused. We didn't ever meet till now.. We had a great bonding, he made me smile always but now he wanted to meet me and he wants sex, he wants me and we had a sex chat too (yesterday) this is the first time we did this. I'm happy but I'm guilty too.. I am always not satisfied by my hubby in bed, but he loves me a lot, he cares about me, takes care of me but not sexually.
Now I'm confused, is this right to have sex with that guy to satisfy my needs.. somewhere I too wanted to feel completely satisfied in bed.. what can I do now? So confused...