From high school I wanted to have girlfriend but I proposed someone, she made me wait for 3 months, then accepted. I didn't touch her even once because she didn't want to be touched by me. It was like nightmare.
Then I got a doubt she just uses me until I got confirmation by watching her kiss with my friend. That really broke me, till now I was unable talk with girls as a friend also friends, it screws me all the time.
The main fact is my friend cheated me that he also loves the same girl.
Due to this matter I was unable to talk to my friends nd I cant make new friends.
Due to this fact I was unable to talk to girls, even my sister.