Orthodox family, s*x and religion
Am coming from a very traditional and orthodox family. But I was never of that mentality. A year back, I fell in love (I thought it was love) with a guy. It was my 1st proper relation so I thought physical attraction is the main thing of love.
But now i realise it was just lust on his part and I was too naive to realise that.
We made out 1 or 2 times but never had s*x. He wanted to but I didn't agree.
We chatted s*xually and sent photos.
But am still a virgin.
But soon he started ignoring me and making excuses. At that time I was depressed and lonely. I hurt myself. It was my best friend (a guy) that helped me out.